Can anybody save me?

I swear i'm fucking disappointed in you. Time and time again, i told myself to give you a second chance, then a third, then it went on and on. Every time i'm determined to totally give you up and pretend you don't exist as who you're supposed to be, something makes me forgive you. I swear i'm too soft hearted. Sometimes i wish i can just fucking give you a tight slap and then kill you? Can you please kindly grow up? Things happen, but after all, i know i gotta stand up again.

It just a few more years, can't you just fucking hang on?

(Be strong, everything will be ok.)

I know,

Only i can save myself.