times like these, i cant be strong anymore. i've tried hard enough, really hard. no, im not weak, but this's too much for me to take. i would believe if it was somebody else, he/she would have crumbled. this sucks. i'm breaking down, again, after trying to be strong for so long. no, noone can help me, yes maybe you. but fuck it. what's happened has happened, what's done is done. i feel so fucking immuned to everything, i hate it, i hate being immuned to things. i hate getting used to it cause it happens for too many times, or rather everytime. almost every song playing's pissing the shit out of me. i dont know what to do, wait, i do, but that's an excuse. because i dont want to do it. im confusing i know, because im confused. i've been trying too damn hard. no, i dont need a break, i need to go on. but just leave me alone, i need to cry it out, let it out. fuck this shit, fuck you.