afterall,

I could use the f word really badly now. You don't effing respect me in the first place, i won't anymore either okay. I don't think i did a bad job in the past, at least i tried my best. And all these while, I've been trying so hard to help you out of your shit, this is all i effing get back from you? You can go clear your own mess, fall on your knees all. I'm not gonna be nice to you. Get me?